『桐生・義弥』 Yoshiya "Joshua" Kiryu (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
neverplaysfair) wrote2011-01-01 10:30 pm
neverplaysfair) wrote2011-01-01 10:30 pm
Entry tags:
- #action,
- #video,
- almost lost shibuya once already,
- blame twewy for being music-themed,
- it's been a long 274 years,
- it's funny what you miss,
- not telling people things,
- obligatory birthday poll,
- serious question for once,
- totally a cheerful topic of conversation,
- 『gailardia gardios』,
- 『mama a』,
- 『neku sakuraba』,
- 『nina parker』,
- 『sanae hanekoma』,
- 『spada belforma』,
- 『tsuzuki asato』
Game 036 [Action/Voice] - Once More With Feeling
[ If you happen to be celebrating the new year with some coffee or pastries or... whatever else Hanekoma feeds people at Kat's Kradle, then you might hear the sound of someone tuning a violin coming from the second story.
It starts off quite out of tune, but within a minute or two, it sounds fine. Then, Joshua starts up a piece of music: fast-paced, somewhat frantic, somewhat chaotic, without chorus or verse, but it has an overall feel to it of life, of progress, of change.
Or maybe you just missed the whole performance.
Either way, a little later, the following goes out over the journal. ]
Why do you want to go home? [ And then, after a short pause, ]
Why do you want to stay?
It starts off quite out of tune, but within a minute or two, it sounds fine. Then, Joshua starts up a piece of music: fast-paced, somewhat frantic, somewhat chaotic, without chorus or verse, but it has an overall feel to it of life, of progress, of change.
Or maybe you just missed the whole performance.
Either way, a little later, the following goes out over the journal. ]
Why do you want to go home? [ And then, after a short pause, ]
Why do you want to stay?
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What made you post this question today, Joshua? Is it getting close to an anniversary for you?
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You're still running away from the issue.
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Yes, I know.
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Why do you put so little value to your existence?
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[This conversation is edging into a bad territory. Tsuzuki hopes that by giving Joshua a little truth, he might back down.]
Because I believe that in order to have value, your existence would have to benefit those around you. Ask my partner. He'll tell you that I'm a no good, terribly lazy worker with a huge debt.
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If I had worth to people, they wouldn't leave me like they do. The ones that stay end up getting hurt. That's my fault.
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Just because you can't see something doesn't mean that you should ignore it. That just makes everything harder when you have to confront it, I think.
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It still stands that you can't see the entire picture.